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i’m tired! i think i’m having a headache!! i feel nauseated…

hay! i thought it’s over..but it’s not.. lol** yeah, we had our defend yesterday…but we have to do a lot of revisions… harhar** great, is it??? i don’t want to be reminded! ha!

i wasn’t able to rest last night… i was troubled with the sociogram thing..i made a big mistake!!!!!!!!and i can’t forgive myself for that…huhuhuuhu i wish i could take it back… argh*** i’m so senseless! i’m numb! i’m so mean! huhuhuhu

*don’t wanna talk no more***

i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol** i should be heading home by now… it’s almost 8pm and i don’t have my phone with me (blame it on the batt!)… i should be shot dead alright… haha my dad would surely have around 7-8 missed calls by now…if my bro didn’t recieve the call…well, just can’t help it… ha!!! as in "HA!"… yipee! i passed! i passed! yehey!!!! who would’ve thought? after wondering if i still have a chance or what, well…guess i have…. yehey! God is really good! hahaha

when i got my grades i was like "yes! makagdoktor na ko"..i should’ve said "makag.nurse na jud ko"..hahaha wrong number…

honestly, i didn’t think that i would fail, but i didn’t think that i’d pass either… lolz*** i was just floating in limbo hoping that i’d pass, but not expecting.. weird… but i did! yes i did! i just can’t believe it! hahaha i don’t think i regret running and jumping and shouting "yessss i passed" this afternoon…catching the attention of some passersby…. well, who cares?! i’m happy..i’m glad…i feel great…i feel….good….i thought i won a million pesos! haha

…and research?well, we’re almost done… thanks to the efforts of a classmate who really squeezed his brains off and had sleepless nights just to get it done..well..almost…

well…the bad news is, despite passing, it hurts to know that some of my friends and most of my classmates flunked….it’s devastating…but…then again..life must go on…and on…

ha! we’re almost done with research but we aren’t  through it all yet…just some finishings, revising and voila! we might just as well schedule that defense thing! hahaha =) anyways, what happened this afternoon…i don’t wanna blame anyone for it… but i hope we can mend things out..i mean, you can mend things out…make up…and finish the work..i mean, fighting and backbiting won’t lead us to nowhere….much more doing nothing…it can’t help us pass research..so….anyways….no further explanation????haha

I CAN LOVE YOU LIKE THAT - All-4 One

They read you cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your Prince Charming
would come rescue you
You like romantic movies
and you never will forget
The way it felt when romeo kissed juliette
And all this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more

I can love you like that
I would make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
If you give me a chance, i can love you like that

I never make a promise
I don't intend to keep
So when i say forever
forever's what i mean
I'm no casanova
but i swear this much is true,
I'll be holding nothing back
when it comes to you
You dream of love that's everlasting
Well baby open up your eyes...

I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
If you give me a chance, i can love you like that

If you want tenderness
I've got tenderness
And i see through to the heart of you
If you want a man
who will understand
You don't have to look very far

I can love you, girl i can (i can love you love you)
oh baby oh...
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
I can love you like that
I can make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
my heart my heart my world
show you you're everything (you're everything to me)
love you like that
I can make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
my heart my heart my world
Show you you're everything

 

pff*** sigh***

..i don’t know if i should even write it here…but i’ve got nowhere to write this so..here it goes….

..you may think that i’m closed-minded..that i don’t understand… *sigh** i do..guess i wasn’t just ready for the big news…especially for the other "sitz" you told me about the other night …and of all people, i thought you were the one who’s goin to use your brain and be more practical over this matter… it’s just that, you deserve a better life than this..you could’ve chosen a more dignified man…c’mon.. i know this sounds corny.lol*** but…i was hoping maybe you could find a better one..one that is presentable enough to introduce to us…and someone who’d stand by his two feet and work his butt off…someone who was more responsible… where is the "spark" now???where did it get you??? and to THAT one, well, are you happy now you got her into this???and just for the record, i DID not do anything to make her do THAT decision…you should be jumping now for joy, shouldn’t you???

.. i actually thought even before that you are at high risk of being into this sit.. coz u constntly change your bfs and never seem to be satisfied with a single man… but then again, i was hoping you’d prove me wrong… i was thinking maybe i was thinking too much… but… here we go… can’t do nethin nemor huh???

…i promised to be here for always…but…i still am shocked…i said i won’t leave you no matter what.. that’s true…but i still can’t find some logic on the whole thing…that’s why i can’t offer you comforting words yet…in our 101 they say "you shouldn’t give your client false reassurances"…that’s why i said what i was feeling…that’s why i can’t say you’d be okay..’cause under normal circumstances you won’t…how much  more now, right??? i miss you…when i’m home i’ll give you a hug..you’re still very much welcome at home…i’m not just so sure if nothing will change…i’m sorry if i had to be harsh…i just can’t help it… in time, i’ll come to accept it…maybe my gift for ya this christmas, perhaps??? yo te amo mi prima…yo esperanzo que tu quero vida allegre…. i know it’s crooked spanish but.hope u got the msg..

…huhu… just so anxious and worried with my grades… ????

on both the part of the stud and the teach…

why do i still have to have my clearance signed???i always go by every enrollment without having it signed..so why not now???

well…i don’t really know what to expect tomorrow…good news is, that’ll be our last meeting…bad news: expect the worst.. lolz*** hahaha

sem’s just ended but i’ve got this feeling i’m not so sure about my grades… tsk tsk**** don’t wanna expect anyting… hahaha

and  to mana d…well…best of luck!lolz*** uNo what i mean, ayt????

dear daddy God,

first and foremost i wanna thank you for dad, mom and bro…and for everything else that you’ve given me…

well, i was wondering, when can i see you???just need some comfort right now…. might just wanna offer an arm?

i wanna go HOME……..

huhuhu

and hey! can you send santa on christmas??? i’ve been looking for him all over town…

oh there he is… well, i’ve got a wish this christmas… hope i get it..hehehe

daddy God, please send jesus my "ADVANCE HAPPY BDAY" greetings! wiheee! it’s almost his bday!

bet he’ll have a feast on the 25th of dec.. lol*** the whole wide world will be celebrating his day…just how cool would that be????

oh well… thanks! please bless all peopleS…. whatever their religion is…

your daughter,

kathy

lolz*** i thought ’twas goin to be a bad duty-ender…if such a term is existing.. hahaha nah, at least i got my wish of not having a cassava cake on my birthday,  just a day after it… haha LOLz*** can’t get any better huh???

lolz*** but it wasn’t as bad as i thought it’d be… just tiring…. but then again, it’s never over until it’s over and…i’ve still got monday on… till i get my grades…it’s not over yet…. how sad!